Happy Birthday Isabelle!

Happy birthday my lovely girl. Five years ago you made me a mother. Since the moment I had you, I have spent (and I know I will spend) every day of my life trying to make you happy. And this will make me happy. I love you and will always do. Xxx

let it go

I feel stuck in a bubble of comfort, where my dreams and ambitions died and I am not able to produce new ones. Need to get out and find new challenges. Let go of me you stupid bubble of comfort!

Yes, it is that time of the year again.Birthday No.5 is here

Mother's Day 2014

My mum is good at looking after me. When I fall over she gives me a plaster and she gives me a great great cuddle. 

mummy and Isabelle holding hands? :)

Turkiyemin durumu iyiye gitmiyor. Fekat ne derler? Won't get better before it gets worse.34 yil boyunca politikayla ilgilenmeyip sonra birden politikayla yatar kalkar olmak.Daha onceleri yerel secimlere usenip oy vermeye bile gitmemisken simdi secim gecesi endiseden meraktan uyuyamamak. Yalniz degilim biliyorum. Benim gibi cok insan var Gezi olaylarindan sonra sok gecirmis olan.
But nothing will change over night. Bunu anlamamiz lazim. Umut ediyorum ki benim gibi yillarini kendini egitmekle, kendi kulturel zenginligini arttirmaya calismakla, dunyayi gezmekle falan gecirdikleri icin diger %50 yi gormezden gelenler, hatta kucumseyenler simdi akillanirlar, akillaniriz,  egitim ve bilinclendirme kampanyalarinda aktif rol almaya baslarlariz. Bu yillar alicak belki ama inaniyorum Turkiye birgun tam anlamiyla adil, laik, ozgur bir ulke olacak.

Sevgili Blog,

Asabiyim bu aralar.

Bir is icin iki is gorusmesine gidip, bir prezentasyon hazirlayip ve sunup ve iki makale yazdiktan sonra isi bana vermemelerine cok sinirlendim. O isi istememin tek nedeni part time, term time only gibi esnekliklere olumlu bakmalariydi. Baska da part time is yok ortada hadi bakalim napicaz simdi.

WASMM ( Web Analytics and Social Media Monitoring) benim neyime dedim sonra. Daraldim. Yapmadim odevi. Erteledim. Bir iki ay sonra yine ayni daraltilarla karsinizda olucam. Hirsimdan kendimi baska seylerle oyaladim. Bahceyle ugrastim, evi temizledim, onu yaptim bunu yaptim.Bknz.baska neler yaptim. P.S. Eger birgun orgu ordugumu gorurseniz o gun benim icin endiselenebilirsiniz! Simdilik idare ediyorum sanirim.

The Goodnight Cushion

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The Seaside Sun Dress

Sistaaaaaaa

Look mummy I am posing for you!

I am very proud that Isabelle remembers the tree pose from when we used to do yoga together ages ago. I said go and pose for me so I can take your photo and this is what she did! :)

Look mummy I am driving a car!

Look mummy I am walking!

Look at that proud little face with a lovely grin! Xxx

A sunny Sunday

Sistaaaaa

I am in love with that red cape!

From Isabelle's workbook. I particularly liked the drawing. 
This is an old work though, she can spell and write much much better now. 
" My soopa (super) hiro (hero) is a cat. She can fly in the sky."

First day at nursery

Amelie'nin kreste ilk gunu. Sabahtan beri agladigim icin cumle aleme rezil oldum.

imza: whatthehelliswrongwithme

Dear Granny, I hope you are seeing me

Dear Granny,

I hope you are seeing me in this lovely outfit that you have made. I am so sorry we'll never know each other.I wish you were around to play with me and make lovely clothes and toys for me.

Love,
Amelie Ella

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