Does life get any better than this? Don't think so!

Bu ogleden sonra ben kanepede uyuyakaldim. Sen de yanima geldin ve biz sarilip bir bucuk saat kadar uyuduk. Uyandiktan sonra yine sarilip Pamuk Prenses ve Yedi cuceleri izledik beraber. Artik her sahneyi ezbere biliyorsun. Sonra birbirimizin sacina tokalar taktik. Olmayi istedigim baska hicbir yer, yapiyor olmayi istedigim baska hicbir sey, bundan daha mutlu ve huzurlu olabilecegim bir ogleden sonrasi YOK!

Cheeky

Hayat surprizlerle dolusun.korkulur senden.sevimlisin de ama.hinzir seni.

Dartmouth is lovely.boutique shops, brasseries, restaurants and cafes, harbour and boats, houses, everything is pretty.

With your new friend Boo

Arim Balim Petegim (1970)

Yagmurlu, ruzgarli, karanlik bir sabah, ben salya sumuk hastayim, sen anaokulundasin, ben kanepede uzanmis bitki cayimi yudumlarken eski bir turk filmi izliyorum. Basimin agrisi ve durmadan akan burnum olmasa keyif bile alicam nerdeyse bu sabahtan

Today is an important day! This is the day you got your first Barbie doll! Mummy is very happy:)

Birthday Party!

Dogum gunu partin yarin!! hazirliklar tam gaz devam ederken sen dunden beri hasta gibisin.Bugun biraz atesin de var.Baban iki gundur Almanya'da ( Yine Bosch'un bol alkollu team building organizasyonlarindan birine katilmak uzere!!) oldugu icin bu duruma sasirmadim cunku ne zaman baban biryerlere gitse sen hastalanirsin!! Bu arada en iyi arkadasin( ve durmadan kavga ettigin) Annie'nin dogum gununu de seninkiyle birlikte kutlamaya karar verdik. Neyse bugunku yazimin amaci, dogum gunu pastalariniz icin yaptigim susleri gostermek.

Bu senin pastan. Bu ilk denemem oldugu icin cok basarili bulmuyorum. Peppa biraz sisko oldu ama idare et annecim.

Bunu da Annie icin yaptim. Zavalli kedileri Mia'nin kuyrugunu ceke ceke esnettigi icin:)

3 yasina gireceginize inanamiyorum! 3! Daha dun bebektiniz :(

Dun cok cok salakca bir hareket yaptim. Alti yildir Ingiltere'de yasiyorum ilk defa arabayla ters seride girdim. Anayolda! Neyse ki kazasiz atlattik. Yorgunluk, dalginlik, adres ararkenki kafa karisikligi..ya da sadece benim hiyarligimdi... Bir an icin cok dogru ve dogal geldi ne biliyim...korkutucu...

You seem to have enjoyed the entertainment @ your friend Scarlette's birthday party today

no-fairy tale

Bir varmis bir yokmus...iyi yurekli bir cocuk varmis. Herkesi guldururmus, herkes onu cok severmis. Bir gun cekmis gitmis, herkesi aglatmis.

London O London

On my way back from London. Chasing some jobs, still! But the first ( of many I guess) one in London. The big town reminds me of Istanbul. Makes me feel alive and sort of invisible as well and I like this feeling.

Dogum gunun yaklasiyor! Nerdeyse hergun hatirlatiyorsun bize zaten! "It's my birthday soon!!!"

Sana sahane bir surpriz hazirliyoruz dogum gunun icin!! Bize de iyi gelicek. En cok da dedene iyi gelicek. Dogumgununun oldugu haftasonu uc geceligine Dartmouth'a gidiyoruz. Deniz havasi herkese iyi gelicek, evet! Babaannenle planlamistik bu tatili. Cok bekledik ama o kendini daha iyi hissedecegi haftasonu hic gelmedi:( Onu kalbimizde goturucez Dartmouth'a.

Well, I didn't get the job in the end:( In the future, I must try harder to control my nerves during the interviews. I will be grumpy for a few days probably. I really wanted that job and I am sure I would have been good at it. Oh bother! Nevermind...there will be other great opportunities like this( yeah for me to waste!!!).

Rest In Peace Nan...

Your daddy's nan died last night. At the age of over 90, she's had a long life for sure but whether it was a happy one, I honestly don't know.

She spent the last few years of her life in a private nursing home, where she was well looked after. Her short term memory was almost completely gone and long term memory was quite blurry. Her condition enabled her to spend some time ( in her mind) with her loved ones who were long gone, like her parents, her husband and her permanently disabled daughter( poor little soul she used to say for her).Which I think was fascinating. I wish we could all have a place in our heads where we can still be with people we have lost.

Her nurses told us last week that she had been mourning after the death of her daughter-in-law( your granny), that she wasn't eating and staying in bed all the time.It was a bit strange, given that they have never had a loving relationship for some reason and when she was told that you granny had died she just didn't show any emotional reaction at all. May be she actually liked her or may be she was sad for her son, she must have known how much your grandad loved your granny.We'll never know.
Her name was Yvone. Rest in peace nan...